Another hectic time of the year for the MAHs. As usual, waking up to a morning of quarrels. Its nice somehow, that theres communication again. Dad's return home today after a week from Arab made me excited, but being a MAH, it means to just keep to yourself.

Being Chinese means celebrating the Chinese New Year. Being a New Year, there should be a new start. So why do i keep thinking about the things ive been missing out? Maybe its just another sit in on a sunday afternoon reminiscing about the past kinda mood. I really need to get it out of my system, the only way i know possible, here. Society has its ways of not letting me do so. One wrong word and the news spreads like wildfire and suddenly im back at square one, misunderstood again. I'm asking for certain people that are always prying, just cause its a holiday, to cut me some slack.

So its to a bothering me
-Assignment 1 and 2 of Mat&P along with groupmates that don't get along including me, which im sorry myself.
-HCDes and P1, two majors of year 1
-My extreme shortage of cash
-Whatever thats left of our team ACME
-Coaching course wrongings. blars blars blars
-This one is quite serious, my failing memory. Its scaring the shit outta me cause i don't remember anything unless i specifically told myself to. So i woke up this morning not knowing what happened yesterday. Dare i not, to even tell my mum.
-I've been having nightmares every night, its unusual cause its been a week and after i wake up, i don't remember what it was, but somehow i know when im dreaming, its related to every other dream.
-Theres a Mars bar on my laptop table, its feeling damn lonely.