Thursday, December 31
happy new year babe,i love you
hnybily; 7:12 PM
I Love you, its been hard, especially after seeing what you wrote and those personal messages. Hope you believe that i tried and skipped going to the beach with my brother and mum today hoping to catch you online. I'm sorry you had so little sleep cause of me, i swear i thought you didn't want to sleep so early cause you needed to do work and not cause you stayed up for me. From now on i'd not talk to you late anymore. Sorry i had to go out early for dinner today cause my dad had to drive out far.Think you misunderstood, when i said i had to go out, i had to shower and it was a long drive to the place. When i text you that i just gone out i was actually having dinner hence the time gap. Tomorrow id try to convince them to stay in for dinner okay? I hope you'd talk to me again, when you're not busy and during the day of cause. I'm really sorry for everything and making you upset all the time. I suck at this but please give me another chance. I'd be back soon and will make it up to you okay?
Hope you like to hear, my mum has been a little insane lately. She laughs at her own jokes halfway through telling them. Today she ran around the apartment saying she's jogging and ended up having to pee cause she laughed too much. My dad is like those typical dad who makes lame jokes like the one perticular canto joke i will tell you about when i get back. Family, never take them for granted.
painted red ties blue; 5:04 AM
Wednesday, December 30
I think i'm losing control; 5:26 AM
Monday, December 28
having a dad again, sure feels nice.
; 6:54 PM
Friday, December 25
Everyone's asleep and i can barely close my eyes without seeing your face.
Alone? This is how it truly feels like cause you're a million miles away.
This was suppose to be about my day here in this shit of a sand mass,
instead,though i shouldn't be, i'm afraid.
Where are you my dear, you're making me tear.
I hope i hear from you soon.
I hope its only me you wished come home.
know that not a moment goes by, you've ever slipped my mind; 6:01 AM
Thursday, December 24
In Bahrain, I sleep half my day away and eat the other half.
I could swim in our private beach but th waters' too cold.
My dad drives a mazda which looks puny next the neighbour's hummer and bublebee.
The neighbours all have speedboats and yatches at their backyards.
10more days baby. imy
only in bahrain; 4:32 AM
Tuesday, December 22
baby, im going to miss you like hell
i love you, please take care
; 10:27 AM
One last chance to reverse this curse,
But you're not around, to die is to live in her head.
goodbyesingapore
goodbyefriends
goobyelove
dive into the limitless sky; 2:44 AM
Saturday, December 19
FOR Those who had been to my room...
Its been raining the whole day, so naturally, ive been sleeping the whole day. Baby made rocky road which i cant stop eating. Im watching identity on channel five now. Remember the gameshow hosted by penn. The lady had to guess who the guy who played "chewbacca" is. I LOL-ed literally.
Alright, waiting for her to come over so we could head to selina's.
IM BORREDZDSFASHFAQTR; 5:14 PM
Wednesday, December 16
And I can't seem to pick you out of the crowd.
But you, my dear, have been discoverd a liar.
And I'm afraid that this is building up for far too long.
In a different time and place the words could make more sense.
In a perfect world, the future wouldn't make a dent.
So dry your hollow eyes, and let's go down to the water,
Even though it's the last time.
Love. This is getting the best of me.
And truth be told, you were the start of it all.
Now you, my dear, might end up lonely.
Before you go, there's something you should know.
And this is not the time and place for us to speak like this.
If I had the thought, I'd never dream of it.
So dry your hollow eyes, and let's go down to the water
What other way to celebrate azri's birthday than the CAGE. Plus on the way home at tamp inter, i missed the bus cause i bought a mac flavour burst. Being first in the queue i stood pretty far from the boarding and slowly the queue started building up behind me. Every few seconds id moved infront abit and watch the queue move. I just kept doing that. hahaha.
+44 - 155; 2:55 PM
Monday, December 14
pew pew pew pew pew. The weekend is awesome with my awesome dearest gf. Walking with her to Z's birthday was hilarious making sounds at every light we walked pass. Woke up for submission in school on saturday(i know) while baby sleeps in at my place till i get home. Went out together with mum and had lunch at ikea. The gf helped me find storage boxes. Then went home, took a nap and went to bedok 85 for BCM and finally over to the gf's place to play gears of war. Woke up on sunday morning and had pizza made by baby. Then went to TB park for war together. Love it when she joins me to play my stupid games. HAHA. LOVE her so much. Had ramly today.
the boy who got shot twice; 3:32 AM
Friday, December 11
Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there
You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
and I'll always remember you like a child, girl
wild world; 12:27 AM
Wednesday, December 9
Shuhui and group's project. Did that last week, filming and voice overs. Voice over was hilarious. Icy tower FTW. thanks SH.
meesua; 11:53 PM
Monday, December 7
lock and load motherfuckers
you got an organ going there, nowonder the sound has so much.. body; 10:58 AM
Sunday, December 6
Playing mordern warfare 2 with you the whole day, getting forced to eat by your grandparents, the little things that makes you wonderful and us, massive squidoo dancers.
Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby~
Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn.
Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby~
Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn.
one charge cycle; 3:24 AM
Tuesday, December 1
I cannot sleep, many times over now, I've tried.
Since I've run out of things to do, here's an update of my not so entertaining life.
Being alone at home isn't new anymore. See the thing is, this family has a habit of travelling. Much so to an extent that for the past 4-5 months, apart from my dad who has been in the middle-east for almost a year now, the rest of the family has not been together in Singapore for more than a week. So currently Ive been "family-less" and struggling between school and looking after mambo, kobe and blastoise.
*stuck in my head*: bloc party- helicopter
Three out of five, three out of five
Six out of ten
Better luck next time
Just like his Dad, just like his Dad
Some things will never be different
Hungry and dumb, hungry and dumb
Queuing up for some more junk food
It's not my fault, it's not my fault
They're getting so much younger
The girlfriend made for me potato salad today (: love you to the max. Oh wait, or how you would say in acronyms "LYTTM". Also caught Zombieland which is btw AWESOME. Its a preference kinda thing. By far my favorite zombie movie, pawning Fido hands down. By the way, I'm a movie junkie. Esp for zombie shows. I know right, i have a thing for zombies, lycans. Oh and major budget shows that play on channel five like around 1-2 am. Love army of darkness. "this is my BOOMSTICK!!!!!"
I know i have weird taste. Lame hobbies as well. I don't know, there might be something wrong with me. I'm not your guy next door who plays in a band, major scene, skates in a crew nor party every now and then. I do shit whenever i wanner however i want to. I don't plan, cause if "i plan" then I'm just "plain". Screw norms like taking the gf out for a nice meal and movie, how about lets just go there, and see where we end up. Have fun, do something crazy once in awhile. What? sorry to hear your life's such a bore. Better luck than leaving it to fate.
Baby, lets go to Hongkong!
Okay, contain my excitement. Oh yeah, for anyone that lives in the east. Loyang point now has a new prawn noodle store which is pretty good. The auntie also quite nice. Alright, gonna continue playing tap tap. Think I've heard the jet song at least a thousand times already. Nonetheless, i shall continue playing extreme tap tap which would require me to walk around everywhere dance-striding while playing and ignoring the walking crowd at Tampines mall. I know, its just me....
Since I've run out of things to do, here's an update of my not so entertaining life.
Being alone at home isn't new anymore. See the thing is, this family has a habit of travelling. Much so to an extent that for the past 4-5 months, apart from my dad who has been in the middle-east for almost a year now, the rest of the family has not been together in Singapore for more than a week. So currently Ive been "family-less" and struggling between school and looking after mambo, kobe and blastoise.
*stuck in my head*: bloc party- helicopter
Three out of five, three out of five
Six out of ten
Better luck next time
Just like his Dad, just like his Dad
Some things will never be different
Hungry and dumb, hungry and dumb
Queuing up for some more junk food
It's not my fault, it's not my fault
They're getting so much younger
The girlfriend made for me potato salad today (: love you to the max. Oh wait, or how you would say in acronyms "LYTTM". Also caught Zombieland which is btw AWESOME. Its a preference kinda thing. By far my favorite zombie movie, pawning Fido hands down. By the way, I'm a movie junkie. Esp for zombie shows. I know right, i have a thing for zombies, lycans. Oh and major budget shows that play on channel five like around 1-2 am. Love army of darkness. "this is my BOOMSTICK!!!!!"
I know i have weird taste. Lame hobbies as well. I don't know, there might be something wrong with me. I'm not your guy next door who plays in a band, major scene, skates in a crew nor party every now and then. I do shit whenever i wanner however i want to. I don't plan, cause if "i plan" then I'm just "plain". Screw norms like taking the gf out for a nice meal and movie, how about lets just go there, and see where we end up. Have fun, do something crazy once in awhile. What? sorry to hear your life's such a bore. Better luck than leaving it to fate.
Baby, lets go to Hongkong!
Okay, contain my excitement. Oh yeah, for anyone that lives in the east. Loyang point now has a new prawn noodle store which is pretty good. The auntie also quite nice. Alright, gonna continue playing tap tap. Think I've heard the jet song at least a thousand times already. Nonetheless, i shall continue playing extreme tap tap which would require me to walk around everywhere dance-striding while playing and ignoring the walking crowd at Tampines mall. I know, its just me....
the nocturnal entry; 3:43 AM