GATRS says:
!!!
haha
th potato song
Veronica - picturesque is the picture i paint effortlessly says:
wad potato song!
GATRS says:
i dont know
thats why its damn funny
cause sanroye and i pretended t know
hahahaha
Veronica - picturesque is the picture i paint effortlessly says:
YA!
i was like 0___o
GATRS says:
omg
Veronica - picturesque is the picture i paint effortlessly says:
i cant believe qin yu thought that yall really knew e potato song
GATRS says:
then he was like omg veron, you dont know the potato song?!?!
and i was like yeah veron, how can you not know the potato song?
Veronica - picturesque is the picture i paint effortlessly says:
because not everyone knew.
hahahahha damn u ppl!!!
GATRS says:
LOL
you remembered the taste of tap water but not my name?!?!?!
Veronica - picturesque is the picture i paint effortlessly says:
hhahahaha
wah u really crack us up
hahahaha qin is so dumb luh!
GATRS says:
!!!!!!
you know all the useless facts like how not t mix cheesecake but not my name?!?!

Do you want to come to a party
My friends picked me up in their truck at 11:30
This thing's at a frat house but people are cool there
Well I did if I loved but I never dreamed there
Would be someone there who would catch my attention
I wasn't out searching for love or affection
So I payed my three and the girls got in free
Shined the beer for tequila and we headed into the party

And then in the backyard some terrible ska band
Someone in the background was doing a keg stand
This place is so lame all these girls look the same
All these guys have no game I wish I would have stayed
In my bed back at home watching TV alone
Where I'd put on some porn or have sex on the phone
Far from people I hate down from anywhere state
Trying to intoxicate girls to give them head after the party

And then I saw her standing there
With green eyes and long blonde hair
She wasn't wearing underwear at least i prayed that
She might be the one, maybe we'd have some fun
Maybe we'd watch the sun rise
But that night I learned some girls try too hard
Some girls try too hard
Yeah, Some girls try too hard to impress
With the way that they dress
With those things on their chest
And the things they suggest to me

I guess it all started out with interim.
Swear i sorted out my choc craving at th bookshop.
Shuhui was nice enough to find me and pass me the mentos.
I ate a duck's tongue. No really, a real duck's tongue.
Went to pick up Veron with Sanroye driving his "mesarati"
Cheescake for the win at the cheesecake cafe.
Then Qin yu came and i pretended to be one of th pri school clique.
NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD IN MY LIFE, WTH IS TH POTATO SONG?!?!
Cheesecake and latte is a sexy expensive lovely shit.
Then got a lift to one more night of alot more shit.

This is the part where the gangsters and all are confronting each other...
The tension is high and the words are coming out...
Names and "ranks"...
Then jared goes in the middle and shouts "ANYONE SEEN MY FUCKING SHOES?!?!?!"

lets go don't wait

I got no regret right now
The air is so cold and low
Let me go in her room
I wanna take off her clothes
Show me the way to bed
Show me the way you move
Fuck it, it's such a blur
I love all the things you do

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

doctor to the sex addict

im really lost now.
if its true then goodbye forever.

okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay....


oh fuck...

okay okay okay okay okay..

sometimes i hope, that this family would treat me a little more like im apart of it.

Us, the most fleeting of all. says:
cause of a girl huh!
AIYA JARED
I TOLD YOU. WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER
adel and my slave says:
("
Us, the most fleeting of all. says:
MY NOSE IS TOO RED AND MY MOUTH'S TOO BIG
adel and my slave says:
that made me feel somewhat better
hahaha
Us, the most fleeting of all. says:
WE WON'T BE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER.

with friends like these, your nights seem a little less lonelier.
hey sue, forgive me for what im about to do later tonight yeah?


This Broken Heart - Something Corporate

Slumdog millionaire could possibly be one of my favorite movies ever. Take notice into the way and angles they shoot the film. The colours and fonts they use just really catches my attention. So much mix culture shown. The story line is unique plus the romance is rather heart wrenching.

I'm bored, stoning on a Saturday night. Valentines a bitch for 18 years now.
Why i ask, blame it on false romantics.

All i wanted was my bubble tea, that's about it.

Pictures, they speak a thousand words. That is why all the more people would misinterpret situations. Cause words don't mean a thing to me anymore. A photo is left cause its memories, be it just plainly a memory or something someone holds on to.

I hate screwing with my own mind, hate being so low. As i pass each day waking up having another dream, its horrible. Though its not a nightmare always and just merely a dream, its quite disturbing having them every night for almost two months now. I wake up each morning horribly aching and still really tired. I can barely remember the situations last night.

its times like these i feel like giving up

Just playing around with justine's DSLR.
Alright, back to work

After getting back from poker night at around 3 plus, the brother is still having his party. The house is intact and i had to bloody sleep on my room floor cause theres someone on my bed. Horrible horrible night, always waking up cause my body aches. Oh, and its been a month without fail, im having nightmares. I really don't know why, but i don't give a shit anymore.

I woke up this afternoon and i swear....
Its not my house. Got lotsa cleaning up which im not helping in.

Oh and where on earth is that sotong? HURRY, want to go sungei anot?!?!?!

-

I tried to pee with no lights on, i peed all over my bathroom floor

officially official, totally total, crazily crazy, seriously serious, stupidly stupid moment

Home party for my brother and texas/poker furthur up street later.

Edit

Just fucking got home all tired for training tomorrow.

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Ellie came to school yesterday and i had dinner with her! Thats about the best thing to happen to me since yesterday had been quite sad. I can't believe i spent 3 hours searching the entire school, combing every EVD display to find something i dropped. Definitely had the fear/panic to search for it, till i came to a sudden realisation while in the "tunnel thingy", maybe i should just forget it. I gave up, there and then, instantly. With a blank mind i just stood alone there. Not sure if its just me, but i use to believe everything you want, is what you have to work for. I don't know what might have affected my thinking now, maybe its just events, that i feel maybe, just maybe it isnt true anymore. Since, they say everything happens for a reason, if its meant to be, then its meant to be. So now i found myself stranded with no aim, no desire, no wants, no nothing. Just sitting in my own four walls away from the world, waiting, i don't know what, not planning to do anything, just waiting.

oh fuck, presentation now.

Beautiful,
you are the kind of girl,
that has the chemicals,
that makes me fall in love.

4th CDL entry here. Pointless people?

Sunday, visiting with justine. Totally random there, but was awsome. Her family is pretty interesting and hilarious. Plus visiting her friend Russel who's home i fell asleep has a room of vadalism. His mum actually allowed him to let his friends write on his wall, just like facebook.
Rotting in studio for grpwrk on P1.

GTG

ALRIGHT, brb to update properly later.

GOING to meet justine now.

Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive,
I've got purpose once again.

Its like i don't know you anymore.
It's going a little crazy inside.
Marcus and gang hasn't change abit.
Underworld always is decent.
Just got home, need sleep.