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Tuesday, March 31

oo girl you blow my mind,
yeah the one below the waistline
toma; 2:49 PM


I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got
Time won't heal this damage anymore; 9:17 AM

Monday, March 30

This song really reminds me of what i went through three years back. Horrible break up. Time flies fucking fast. The lyrics really did make sense. at least...

See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back





And to think about it. I really do understand why you did all that.

Anyway, if you ever come back from aussie, we should meet up again. Drinks on me i suppose. So since im dedicating a post entirely to you... haha "kelsey"


Kelsey - Metro Station
wrote your name in the sands; 7:55 AM

Sunday, March 29


Japanese fucking buffet with my own expenses at some jap restaurant soon.
Unlike some loser motherfuckheads who sucks them for free.
Aite peaceout.
oh, and take care babe.
Dont get lost in INDIA.
oh fuck this shit right here; 5:58 PM


Im officially not a freshman anymore, and when the school term starts, its havoc again. Balls, i miss being a freshman, learning so much over the past year. So as a junior, its only right to pass tips down... So here are 5 simple ways to be hated in design school.

1. Cut the queue at western stall

2. Wear a mini skirt when you're stumpy and have spiky hair

3. Tell the whole world that there was a political quarrel between the eiltes of design school (main comm) when you happened to pass by the whole group of them.

4. Be tall, dress weird, bitch and be gay

5. Study the course PID

Oh and btw, i saw the main comm ppl quarreling friday night, how cool.

Notice board:
Bye, Justine! have a safe trip!
Hi Elyia!
Otti, Kaixin and i planned to have dinner tgr during th holis, at simpang. lmk when you guys can make it.
Bitchrice,wtf are you?
and finally starbucks shaf.
the boy who shot down a bird with his spit; 3:16 AM

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IMISSYOUTIMESINFINITY; 1:42 AM

Thursday, March 26

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
angels or devils; 1:17 PM

Wednesday, March 25

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite
every word; 1:11 AM

Monday, March 23

I SPAT AFTER SEEING THIS PICTURE

cause i was eating bak kwa
obesity hoax; 1:16 AM

Sunday, March 22

I hope nobody reads this page, especially people from TDS.
Cause i'm about to reveal a secret about my love life.
Some may deem it scandalous but, i hope nobody spreads it.
So if you're reading this now, you're probably a close friend.
Which equates to my bloody trust in you.
Here goes...

Theres this person i've been noticing lately,
and as each day goes by, my feelings grow stronger.
Its' like an enormous hole in my heart 10 miles wide.
I know its hard to believe that we could work out,
she doesnt even know i exsist.
Leaving aside the fact that shes one of the famous people in Design school.
Its' hopeless. Totally. Why bother?
I'm like the shadowless death god in design school,
the plankton in the sea,
the ant in a jungle,
THE MAJORITY MINORITY.

Everyone knows her for throwing away their work,
most people know her for the lepak group inbtwn EVD and 3D art studio,
some people know her for the irritating janitor,
i know her for AHKIM, the love that threw away my sculpture. !$*^&!*^@*(#@^%#
dirty little secret; 11:31 PM


OMFG, she just smiled to me! WTF WTF WTF
KOBAYASHI SUSHI TEPPANYAKI; 7:41 PM


thats it...

she keeps looking over
kobayashi 2; 7:15 PM


hot japanese girl sitting opposite me...
kobayashi; 6:52 PM


so sally can wait; 11:25 AM



Ten times out of nine, now if I'm lyin; fine
The quickest muzzle throw it on my mouth and I'll decline
King meets queen, then the puppy love thing, together dream
bout that crib with the Goodyear swing
on the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever
Forever, forever, ever, forever, ever?
Forever never seems that long until you're grown
And notice that the day by day ruler can't be too long
Ms. Jackson my intentions were good I wish I could
become a magician to abacadabra all the sadder
thoughts of me, thoughts of she, thoughts of he
Askin what happened to the feelin that her and me
Had, I pray so much about it need some knee, pads
It happened for a reason one can't be, mad
So know this, know that everything is cool
And yes I will be present on the first day of school,
and graduation

I'm sorry Ms. Jackson
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
tyvm and goodbye; 3:07 AM

Saturday, March 21

alrighhttttt, i think im in love with this girllllllllll.

but i hardlyyyy even know herrrrr.

but im sure shes gonnar be hereeeee somehowwww this yearrrrr.
ive never ever seen herrrrr yet i know shesss hereee in schoollll this yearrrrr.
so i cantttt wait for herrrr to come hereee oh dearrrrrr.
im damn bored; 11:56 PM


cant post due to P1.

Today i realised,
then i've been subconciously having you in my mind for the longest of time.
If we were tgr back then, nothing would had amt to now.

we can't just burn them like pieces of paper now.
there she goes again; 11:44 PM

Tuesday, March 17

i have an IQ of 123
oh balls; 10:16 PM


crimson high; 2:15 AM

Monday, March 16

stuck in reverse
what a sad story; 8:29 AM

Sunday, March 15



FF5 + ETF = hold up wait a fucking min, this vid has more than a lil love in it.
best video on youtube; 6:41 PM

Saturday, March 14


Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
its the last you'll ever get, so take a chance; 9:45 PM



Almost always in allways, we as th what not simple beings push our limits to make matters as intricate as it may never have to be. Situations tend to arise from an empty space without matter or such. Only excusable by what men call it, love, and i call it, th void.
The Void; 4:02 PM

Thursday, March 12

My dearest girlfriend in australia just suddenly decided she damn rich and sent me a text.
Other than the i miss you dearly fucking much, everything is kinda managable. Firstly, im stronger than you, almost definitely. Secondly im jared mah. So if you dont enjoy yourself and keep worrying about me, id send a letter slap all the way cross borders to you. Please bring some beef jerky back.
aussie aussie oi oi; 1:06 AM

Wednesday, March 11

Visit sylvia's blogshop www.mysevenkisses.blogspot.com/
now; 8:46 AM

Tuesday, March 10


Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go
I need some more time to fix this


Where are you now? Please come home soon. A months' too long to be gone for someone i need so much. I would never have spoke if i hadn't known how much you want me gone, but thats not even close to the case. The least you could do, is let me know you're safe, million miles away, you're dearly missed.

P.S hurry back you my fav mynah
the shafiqahless syndrome; 3:12 AM

Saturday, March 7

Men, to think we're only created to dominate the human species with what we physcially have over our more inferior counterparts, women. Just as we like to make you think women are complex beings, that alone, shows the dept in which i don'thave to mention about how intricate we are. "Hell hath no fury like a women's scorn"? What is that compared to men's ego? The absolute most disgusting, manipulative phrase an actual human being could embark on. Be it bullshit sweettalk to the rival's love, sad face card to play when theres a 1on1, or the whole group gang superiority. OHOH, and for the new century, B-L-O-G-G-I-N-G or Facefuckingbook. Its true, we are the strogest shit you can find out there in any aspects until a man loves. Heres' the tricky part, when one is in love, his most valued obsession is his biggest downfall. The assholes find out, they use it to their advantage, and you could watch a man fall with no dignity left face flat to the mud floor. That is how disgusting men is. So whats with the asshole you ask? He gets the last laugh, and drops off whenever he feels bored. Why this? I've experience so much last night just playing in my mind when i observed people at the FDA while just pretending to be only interested in free alcohol and awesome top notch food. The post FDA and all too. A scoop on how my mind works, just a fraction of it, that should give you an idea on how a man is...
quantum manipulation; 12:49 PM


when there are no truthful discussions, no raw emotions in conversations, there is no answer to your questions. secondguessing games come in and most definitely 3rd party bullshit gets to you though you claim its entirely personal. Then i witness what happened today before me twice but kept thinking to myself the entire time, "atleast theres somebody they could scream at each other about". I feel alive and myself with these people and i miss being a loud asshole. So i need some fucking sleep, cause tmr night is going to get louder.
th punch line; 6:43 AM

Thursday, March 5


thanks, i just didnt know who to turn to.
social studies indian accent felt like yesterday.
thanks for the company the entire night.
why is it this time, we cant burn it all away?
superhero nongirlfriend; 3:07 AM


another night i needed someone.

i feel theres no sleep tonight.

oh fuck, im going to miss you.

never thought id say it.
yeah i think im gonnar miss you.

this is the part i stop.
):; 2:39 AM

Wednesday, March 4


but i was never a topic to begin with, so why bother all the pressure
th fires' turning cold; 11:46 PM



things i do for free dinner
game on; 11:32 PM




the saddest fucker wins all the attention
the calling; 1:02 AM

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