In the mids of calamity, something great has occured.
Dad will be back for two days.

on an unrelated matter.
Theres a guy i got to know on new years. He's a nice guy, and they look lovely together. Actually, could i use the word envy? So i just came across it sometime recently, and read about a tragic story about his love. I saw that guy recently and he doesnt seem that cheerful anymore. I used to be like him, or cheerful and such. Right now i feel like a complete twat and every swear word you could rip off southpark. So some question why would i type in such a manner. Only cause i had an epiphany, realising ive forgotten who i really was. I've lost my identity and i only have myself to blame. Thinking back to the AC days up until now. I must have really became fucked up.

So my great big public service announcement for the millionth amount of time, i'm sorry. So now, i'm just going to back off and allow what should have stayed, happen again. Maybe its karma in many levels that i could never ever...

Dude, don't get me wrong, i never meant to, and it wasnt personal, i truely felt, and yes im a jerk to ever screw things up for you. The insults were a reaction, it wasnt my real opinion. You have every right to hate me and i have non to rebut. Im not asking for forgiveness or anything, im just saying i will not interfere. I wish you two the best (:

and i almost fogot
hope daryl didnt die in the hospital... ohwell, i'm so hungry now, gonnar cook my favorite meegoreng and share it with myself.