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Friday, May 29


Everynight i wished we could fuck the world and do stupid things like hanging at the tracks. Come up with wild stories of hills that has a pot of gold at the end. Gain badluck together whenever we cross a bridge, or just have a picnic at a restricted building.

What i said before and feared really happened didnt it? How if we dont ever speak, it'll end up with your friends telling you things and you dont believe at first, and after constantly hearing, you'll start to agree, same goes for me, and all of a sudden, the things we used to tell each other in the past which we hold on to just fade into a distant memory.

Our 3 year plan, we're half way there.
It saddens everytime i think about it. I just feel like wrapping myself in a sleeping bag and overdose on pills to an extent that im still slightly sober, at the edge of a building along with (eg. chocolates sweets bouncing balls milktea)all the things i want to be remembered by, coincidentally also reminds me of you. BUT GOD, theres just no one to do the same with me and drag me down after i kicked her bag.

Whoever would tell me in detailed explanation about my facial expressions like i would hers. We still have not given a code name for FP. I mean, the house opposite busstop with our name in paint, could really actually be burnt!

Promised id give you back your silver vanguard sheet that you lost from artfriend, which happens to be an excuse for going out with me. HAHHAHAHAHA. We're missing out on all the food! OMG!!! Goodness, im eating beefjerky now. We're the first that probably watch each other sleep, from the otherside of singapore!

Looking up at the dropping sky, my ceiling, shadows that tells me if its windy outside, i ponder, away from the world under a glow in the dark sheet. "Lets watch click on DVD first". I crave hainese chicken rice with the funny uncle opp novena. Jurong point is calling.

The lines in what youre feeling becomes clear, cause thats about what i feel too, maybe worst. Hope you know why im at a standstill, and i should be the one who says before its too late, before i really go.

Im not sure if you remembered this question a long time ago, what would you want to be if you could be any animal.

Heard of trigger memories? You're about all the time.
will you still love me in the morning?; 3:12 PM

Jared Mah
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