I Love you, its been hard, especially after seeing what you wrote and those personal messages. Hope you believe that i tried and skipped going to the beach with my brother and mum today hoping to catch you online. I'm sorry you had so little sleep cause of me, i swear i thought you didn't want to sleep so early cause you needed to do work and not cause you stayed up for me. From now on i'd not talk to you late anymore. Sorry i had to go out early for dinner today cause my dad had to drive out far.Think you misunderstood, when i said i had to go out, i had to shower and it was a long drive to the place. When i text you that i just gone out i was actually having dinner hence the time gap. Tomorrow id try to convince them to stay in for dinner okay? I hope you'd talk to me again, when you're not busy and during the day of cause. I'm really sorry for everything and making you upset all the time. I suck at this but please give me another chance. I'd be back soon and will make it up to you okay?



Hope you like to hear, my mum has been a little insane lately. She laughs at her own jokes halfway through telling them. Today she ran around the apartment saying she's jogging and ended up having to pee cause she laughed too much. My dad is like those typical dad who makes lame jokes like the one perticular canto joke i will tell you about when i get back. Family, never take them for granted.